focus | 23 | discomfort

back to the city

artist(s) song name album, etc. year
Eydis Evensen Helena’s Sunrise Oceanic Mirror 2025
Eydis Evensen Drifter Oceanic Mirror 2025
Sofi Paez Amsterdam Silent Stories 2024
Bongbeck Winter Sleep Winter Sleep EP 2017
Fuasyn Gone Gone 2023
Belophine Golden Memories Golden Memories 2024
Analogous Doom Unfolding the Torus Semantic Memories 2023
Grandbrothers Fable Elsewhere 2025
CloZee Koto Koto 2015
Weval, Nsanshi HEAD FIRST CHOROPHOBIA 2025
Maya Jane Coles Die Hard Night Creature 2021
Paul Kalkbrenner, Depeche Mode DREAMING ON THE ESSENCE 2025
HAAi Voices HUMANiSE 2025
Thylacine Goodnight Goodnight 2025
Analogous Doom The Polyhedron Nest Living in a Zome – EP 2010
miami mood Cruise Control Night City 2025
Jenshixaash The Dreamscape The Dreamscape 2023
Aleksi Perälä FI3AC2513106 GRACE 11 2025
Kirsty Hawkshaw, Seba Face To Face Again (The Joy) – Seba Remix Face To Face Again (The Joy) 2017
claire rousay somewhat burdensome somewhat burdensome 2025

What World Is This? A Pandemic Phenomenology, Judith Butler | Quote

first book I’ve read that focuses on the covid-19 pandemic of 2020 and onwards. butler uses merleau-ponty and critical phenomenology to discuss what happened during those days. the book creates space to think about ‘infection’ in a broader sense, considering all the interactions we humans have with each other and with the world in general. there are also accounts of how the pandemic affected the disadvantaged people and communities all around the world. some people say that the pandemic broke something fundamental in human societies, i’m curious about it.

Butler, J. (2022). What world is this? A pandemic phenomenology. Columbia University press, p. 56-9.

“As I noted earlier, Merleau-Ponty’s posthumously published reflections on tactility rely upon the figure of the “entrelac”—the interlacing. He tells us that when we touch an object, we become aware of ourselves touching as well, and that the tangible world, everything in the world we touch, is always defined in part by the fact that it is touchable by us. At the same time, the tangible world exceeds our touch and establishes the general conditions of tactility. And that excess makes itself known in the touch itself. In this way we cannot conceive of ourselves as beings capable of touch without the tangible objects of the world. And when we near and touch one another, do we always know at that moment who precisely is touching whom? When we say “we touched each other,” and we seem to be reporting on an emotional or physical encounter. If my hand touches another, it is at the very same time touched by that other bodily surface, animate and animating. That means that the other also touches me, whether or not I think of myself as receptive. Of course, receptivity is not the same as passivity, and yet the two are all too often conflated. Further, if activity and passivity are intertwined, as Merleau-Ponty suggests, then both action and receptivity have to be thought outside the logic of mutual exclusion. Following Spinoza, the greater the potentials of receptivity, the greater the powers of action.

This notion of intertwining compels a reformulation of basic questions: Am I subject or object or always both, and what difference does it make to understand one’s body as bound to a tangible world? If, as Merleau-Ponty points out, touching another is also the experience of touching oneself or becoming aware of one’s own skin at the point of contact, is there a way to distinguish between this scene of touching / being touched and a sense of the tactility of the self? Is there, in other words, an equivocation between acting and receiving that marks an embodied and tactile sense of self? There are moments of touch in which one poses questions about oneself: Who am I at this moment of touch, or who am I becoming? Or to follow the question posed by María Lugones, who have I become by virtue of this new tactile encounter with another? Any teenager in the course of coming out finds this existential/social quandary emerging precisely then and there, in a proximity and intimacy whose form one could not have fully anticipated. This is how tactility works, Merleau-Ponty tells us, insofar as the porous boundaries of the body mark out paths of relationality; affected by that which we seek to affect, there is no clear way to distinguish activity and passivity as mutually exclusive. Aristotle bites the dust again.

Why bring Scheler and Merleau-Ponty together in the way that I have? Is the destruction of value that defines the tragic for Scheler really something that speaks to us now? Is the notion of the world indicted or laid bare by the tragic event something that we can now bring forward as we seek to understand the coordinates of the world in which we are now asked to live? Is this world inhabitable? If so, for whom? And in what measure? What happens when the destruction of value— such as the value of lives, the values of the earth— drenches the world in sorrow? What happens when we lose touch or can barely remember the proximate breath of another? Who are we then or, rather, what world is it that we then inhabit, if inhabitation is in fact still possible? Perhaps the disorientations of a subject- centered view of the world carries with it signs of hope or promise of another kind of world- making, another way of living in the world of air and earth, architectural enclosures, narrow passageways, as a breathing and tactile creature who requires so many human and nonhuman dimensions of life to live.

Merleau- Ponty thought that the human body was dispersed in time and space in the way that other objects and things were not. What he did not consider, however, was that objects and things carry with them natural histories, to use Theodor Adorno’s phrase, the history of work and consumption, and a mediation by market values. This is especially true when we think about extractivism as the plundering of natural resources for the purposes of profit. If the intersubjective relation is formulated without reference to the object world— that is, to the environment, to the complex values of natural goods, and to the broader organization of economic and social reality— then it is no longer possible to understand both the values it produces and those it destroys. If a notion of the inhabitable world fails to include the effects of environmental toxins on breathable air, then what is lost is the very idea of the climate as part of the horizon of the world. Further, without those references, we cannot know how to live well and how best to inhabit the earth or to make an inhabitable world. Living in a livable way requires inhabiting a world— a world that remains inhabitable. Objects can be vectors for all these questions, perhaps more clearly than an exclusive focus on subjectivity or its variant, intersubjectivity. For Merleau- Ponty, the dyadic relation between you and me is both conditioned and exceeded by tangibility itself, by language, but also, we might add, by breathability— the social character of air.”

Poststructuralism: A Very Short Introduction, Catherine Belsey | Quote

Belsey, C. (2022). Poststructuralism: A very short introduction (Second edition). Oxford University Press. https://doi.org/10.1093/actrade/9780198859963.001.0001

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Chapter 6: Dissent

“A common misreading of poststructuralist theory—that it deprives us of the power to choose—is another instance of binary thinking. If the subject is an effect of meaning, if we are not the free, unconstrained origin of our own beliefs and values, if knowledge can’t be relied on, if mastery is an illusion, so the story goes, we cannot regard ourselves as agents in our own lives.

This is not how most poststructuralist thinkers have argued, however. Deconstruction indicates, on the contrary, that meanings, values, and what we (think we) know are all open to pressure for change. Psychoanalysis, meanwhile, sees unconscious desire as defying the values that culture proposes as proper objectives. Foucault also stresses the possibility of resistance—on the basis that power is always authority over something or someone capable of disobeying. (No one, as far as I know, claims sovereignty over turnips.)

In sum, Foucault’s model of social relations is unstable, mobile, transferable: the assumptions that reinforce power can be reversed to undermine it. Derrida’s philosophy, although it removes certainty, still requires choice and responsibility, ethical and political. Jean-François Lyotard argues against bland consensus. Gilles Deleuze and Alain Badiou, while distancing themselves in some respects from poststructuralism, draw in different ways on its insights to put forward radical views. Both assume that we take sides.

Responsibility

Much of Derrida’s later work has been concerned with ethics, the problem of right action in a world without foundational truths as grounds for choice. Religions, in contrast, depend on such grounding. They determine what we ought to do by appealing in the last instance to the will of God, as revealed to priests or prophets. The will of God is in this sense taken as universal and ultimate, a pure and absolute reality beyond which human enquiry cannot hope to go. Secular beliefs might well find another ultimate reality to occupy the same structural position of authority: reason, for example, or the moral law, or perhaps the laws of nature. Such metaphysical values are taken as the ultimate foundations on which all other values depend.

But if values are shaped by language, and language divides the world differently from culture to culture, there can be no appeal to a universal, grounding reality. The will of God might or might not exist but, as history has shown, it seems in practice to be a site of considerable struggle, since both sides in a conflict commonly claim it for their cause. Something similar goes for reason and nature. They are often cited, in the event, as supporting opposite points of view: right and left, feminist and anti-feminist, queer and homophobic, white supremacist and anti-racist.

Can there be, then, an ethics of deconstruction, an ethics without metaphysics? Derrida’s own work is sceptical and yet, he insists, ‘affirmative’. On the one hand, the element of the other in the selfsame—the difference within cultures, languages, subjects—undermines both totalitarianism and nationalism, as well as all other attempts to bring societies or groups into line with a single identity. On the other hand, Derrida argues, it does not do away with the responsibility to take account of the existing differences. Values not only have a history; they also differ from themselves. They can therefore be modified, if not in the light of a fixed idea of the good, at least in the hope of realizing, one day, the trace of an alternative that also informs them. Derrida calls this way of thinking ‘messianicity’: not the promise of a specific messiah, who would fulfil an individual scripture, Christian, say, or Jewish, but the expectation of a different future ‘to come’ (avenir à venir).”

 

The patriarchs: the origins of inequality, Angela Saini | Quote

i visited turkey after some time. at the airport, i saw several touristic ads about çatalhöyük. saini also writes about this place in the book. also about the ancient greece, soviets, and contemporary iran together with many other times and places.

Saini, A. (2024). Patriarchs: The Origins of Inequality: The Origins of Inequality. Beacon Press.

“Division is part of what gives patriarchy its power. The damage wrought by gendered oppression isn’t just economic or physical; it’s emotional and psychological. The effect of alienating daughters from parents, emotionally distancing wives from husbands, and demonizing those who don’t conform to narrow gender norms has been to foster fear and hatred of the very people in whom we might otherwise find comfort. We know that it’s possible to love and trust other human beings—our survival as a social species has depended on it—but one effect of this form of divide and rule has been to make us believe that we can’t.

It subverts our closest relationships.

Patriarchal power is, in one sense, no different from any other system of control. What sets it apart is that it operates even at the level of the family. Its Machiavellian force lies in the fact that it can turn the people nearest to us into the enemy. The evolution of this strategy can be traced through the practices of patriliny and patrilocality, which separated women from their childhood kin, and in the dehumanizing brutality of captive taking. We can draw threads between that history of detachment and control all the way to some of our more recent laws and beliefs. But we can’t assume that this has been the same all over the world. None of it was automatic. In some regions, patriarchal systems are thousands of years old. In others, they’ve become established only in the last few centuries.

Patriarchy as a single phenomenon doesn’t really exist, then. There are instead, more accurately, many patriarchies formed by threads subtly woven through different cultures in their own way, working with local power structures and existing systems of inequality. States institutionalized human categorization and gendered laws; slavery influenced patrilocal marriage; empires exported gendered oppression to nearly every corner of the globe; capitalism exacerbated gender disparities; and religions and traditions are still being manipulated to give psychological force to the notion of male domination. Fresh threads are being woven into our social fabrics even now. If we are ever going to build a truly fair world, everything will need to be unpicked.

Faced with a task this monumental, the fight for our equality can feel like a war of attrition. I myself have spoken at law firms and banks to women who want to know how they can move up the corporate ladder in sexist work environments, all the while oblivious to those cleaning up their offices after them for subsistence wages.

We’re yet to invent political systems that nurture the needs of the individual over the demands of the state, that cushion every one of us from the blows of this world. Even when all our laws are as fair as we can make them, when we’ve moved beyond our gender stereotypes to accept all people as they are, after our languages and cultures reflect values of equality, this doesn’t mean there won’t still be those out there trying to assert power over others in some new way.

As interminable as this struggle might seem, though, there’s a beauty to be found in it nonetheless. When we fight for equality, we don’t just fight for ourselves. We fight for others. And much of the time, that fight does get us somewhere. Without it, our lives could be so much worse. As a science writer who spends most of her time thinking about human nature, I find this to be the most extraordinary part of us. While researching this book, I’ve met and read the work of people who have laid down their lives and careers for the idea of human dignity and freedom. As much as we can’t bear to be treated unfairly, most of us can’t bear for others to be treated unfairly either—including strangers we’ve never met. We share in their pain. We want to help.”

focus | 22 | meta

i took some photos of a bookstore shop window next to the skalitzer straße and used it as a cover for my (##f*ck your##) spotify playlist. gy!be and many others left it, but i couldn’t do it yet.

artist(s) song name album, etc. year
Balmorhea, Alex Browne, James Suter, Jonathan Sielaff, Morris Kliphuis, Sam Pankey La Vagabonde The Wind 2021
The Kilimanjaro Darkjazz Ensemble Adaptation of the Koto Song The Kilimanjaro Darkjazz Ensemble 2006
Monkeybrain Medizinmann Das Leben is eine Kokosnuss 2014
MONKYMAN, Pshiuu Midnight Laughter Fable 2021
Blend Mishkin, Panos Dimitrakopoulos Shadow Games The Lost Continent 2023
Grandbrothers Where Else Where Else 2025
Divenitto, António Barbosa VENEZIA VENEZIA 2023
Omeria Yesil Yesil 2020
Fejká, Rökkurró Svanur (feat. Rökkurró) Reunion 2019
ÅNDfØLK,  Aman Dava Podría Ser Lunes Podría Ser Lunes 2024
Juanma Salinas Solo Colors in the Night 2024
Satori Fereyra Fereyra 2025
MoM, Anut, JPattersson Viva la vida Viva la vida 2020
No:Borders Free Lina Free Lina 2021