{"id":937,"date":"2018-02-07T20:04:04","date_gmt":"2018-02-07T18:04:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/?p=937"},"modified":"2018-02-07T20:04:18","modified_gmt":"2018-02-07T18:04:18","slug":"pamuk-kendi-hikayesi-uzerine-dusunen-yazar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2018\/02\/07\/pamuk-kendi-hikayesi-uzerine-dusunen-yazar\/","title":{"rendered":"Pamuk, Kendi Hik\u00e2yesi \u00dczerine D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen Yazar"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"938\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2018\/02\/07\/pamuk-kendi-hikayesi-uzerine-dusunen-yazar\/0313beyazkaleyeni-indd\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/orhan-pamuk-beyaz-kale.jpg?fit=333%2C500&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"333,500\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;0313BEYAZKALEyeni.indd&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"0313BEYAZKALEyeni.indd\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/orhan-pamuk-beyaz-kale.jpg?fit=333%2C500&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-938 alignleft\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/orhan-pamuk-beyaz-kale.jpg?resize=200%2C300\" alt=\"\" width=\"200\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/orhan-pamuk-beyaz-kale.jpg?resize=200%2C300&amp;ssl=1 200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/orhan-pamuk-beyaz-kale.jpg?w=333&amp;ssl=1 333w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 200px) 100vw, 200px\" \/>&#8220;Hik\u00e2yemdeki gibi tuhaf ve \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 olan\u0131 aramal\u0131y\u0131m\u0131\u015f\u0131z; evet, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bu b\u0131kk\u0131nl\u0131k verici s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 yapabilece\u011fimiz belki de tek \u015fey buymu\u015f; bunu, hep ayn\u0131 \u015feylerin tekrarland\u0131\u011f\u0131 o \u00e7ocukluk ve okul y\u0131llar\u0131ndan beri bildi\u011fi i\u00e7in, hayatta d\u00f6rt duvar aras\u0131na kapanmay\u0131 akl\u0131na bile getirmemi\u015f; bu y\u00fczden b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc gezilerde, bitip t\u00fckenmeyen yollarda hik\u00e2yeler arayarak ge\u00e7irmi\u015f. Ama, tuhaf ve \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 olan\u0131, d\u00fcnyada aramal\u0131ym\u0131\u015f\u0131z, kendi i\u00e7imizde de\u011fil! Kendi i\u00e7imizdekini aramak, kendi \u00fczerimizde o kadar uzun boylu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek mutsuz edermi\u015f bizleri. Benim hik\u00e2yemde insanlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na gelen de buymu\u015f i\u015fte: Bu y\u00fczden kahramanlar kendileri olmaya bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc katlanam\u0131yor, bu y\u00fczden hep bir ba\u015fkas\u0131 olmak istiyorlarm\u0131\u015f. Sonra, sordu bana: \u201cBu hik\u00e2yede olup bitenin ger\u00e7ek oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnelim,\u201d dedi. \u201cBirbirlerinin yerine ge\u00e7en o insanlar\u0131n yeni hayatlar\u0131nda mutlu olabileceklerine, ben, inan\u0131yor muymu\u015fum? Sustum. Sonra, nedense bana hik\u00e2yemdeki bir ayr\u0131nt\u0131y\u0131 hat\u0131rlatt\u0131: Kolu kopuk bir \u0130spanyol k\u00f6lesinin umutlar\u0131na kendimizi fazla kapt\u0131rmamal\u0131ym\u0131\u015f\u0131z! O zaman, o t\u00fcr hik\u00e2yeleri yaza yaza, tuhafl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kendi i\u00e7imizde araya araya, bizler de ba\u015fka biri olurmu\u015fuz, Allah korusun, okuyucular\u0131m\u0131z da. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n hep kendilerinden, kendi tuhafl\u0131klar\u0131ndan s\u00f6z etti\u011fi, kitaplar\u0131n ve hik\u00e2yelerin de hep bunu anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 o korkun\u00e7 d\u00fcnyay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek bile istemiyormu\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Ben istiyordum! Bu y\u00fczden, bir g\u00fcnde seviverdi\u011fim bu ufak tefek ihtiyar, Mekke\u2019ye gitmek i\u00e7in, g\u00fcn do\u011farken adamlar\u0131n\u0131 toplay\u0131p, t\u00fcy gibi, yola \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca, hemen oturup kitab\u0131m\u0131 yazd\u0131m. Belki de, gelece\u011fin o korkun\u00e7 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n insanlar\u0131n\u0131 daha iyi d\u00fc\u015fleyebilmek i\u00e7in, kitab\u0131ma kendimi ve kendimden ay\u0131ramad\u0131\u011f\u0131m O\u2019nu elimden geldi\u011fi kadar \u00e7ok koydum. Ama elimden \u00e7ok da gelmedi\u011fini, on alt\u0131 y\u0131l \u00f6nce bir kenara at\u0131verdi\u011fim bu kitab\u0131, bug\u00fcnlerde yeniden okurken d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Bunun i\u00e7in, insan\u0131n kendisinden -hele duygu ta\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131na kap\u0131larak- s\u00f6z etmesinden ho\u015flanmayan okuyucular\u0131mdan \u00f6z\u00fcr dileyerek bu sayfay\u0131 kitab\u0131ma ekliyorum:<\/p>\n<p>Seviyordum O\u2019nu, O\u2019nu r\u00fcyamda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm kendi \u00e7aresiz, ac\u0131nas\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcm\u00fc sevdi\u011fim gibi, bu g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcn\u00fcn utanc\u0131, \u00f6fkesi, su\u00e7u ve h\u00fczn\u00fcyle bo\u011fulur gibi kederle \u00f6len yabani bir hayvan kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda utanca kap\u0131l\u0131r gibi, kendi o\u011flumun ars\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u00f6fkelenir gibi, kendimi aptalca bir tiksinti ve aptalca bir sevin\u00e7le tan\u0131r gibi seviyordum; belki de, en \u00e7ok b\u00f6yle: Elimin kolumun bir b\u00f6cek gibi bo\u015fu bo\u015funa k\u0131p\u0131rdan\u0131\u015f\u0131na al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m, akl\u0131m\u0131n duvarlar\u0131nda her g\u00fcn yank\u0131lanarak s\u00f6nen d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimi bildi\u011fim, ac\u0131nas\u0131 g\u00f6vdemden \u00e7\u0131kan nemin benzersiz kokusunu, bitkin sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131, \u00e7irkin a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131, kalemimi tutan pembe elimi tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi: Bunun i\u00e7in aldatamad\u0131lar beni. Kitab\u0131m\u0131 yaz\u0131p O\u2019nu unutmak i\u00e7in bir kenara att\u0131ktan sonra, \u00e7\u0131kan b\u00fct\u00fcn o s\u00f6ylentilere, \u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc duyup, bundan yararlanmak isteyenlerin oyunlar\u0131na kanmad\u0131m hi\u00e7! Kahire\u2019de bir pa\u015fan\u0131n koruyucu kanatlar\u0131 alt\u0131nda yeni bir silah\u0131n tasar\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131yormu\u015f! Viyana bozgununda \u015fehrin i\u00e7indeymi\u015f, bir an \u00f6nce yenilmemiz i\u00e7in d\u00fc\u015fmana ak\u0131l veriyormu\u015f! Edirne\u2019de dilenci k\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7inde g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fler O\u2019nu, kendi k\u0131\u015fk\u0131rtt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir esnaf kavgas\u0131nda bir yorganc\u0131y\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7aklay\u0131p kay\u0131plara kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f! Uzak bir Anadolu kasabas\u0131nda mahalle camiinde imaml\u0131k yap\u0131yormu\u015f, bir muvakkithane kurmu\u015f, bunu anlatan yeminler ediyordu; bir de saat kulesi i\u00e7in para toplamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f! Veban\u0131n pe\u015finden gitti\u011fi \u0130spanya\u2019da kitaplar yazarak zengin olmu\u015f! Zavall\u0131 Padi\u015fah\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 tahttan indiren siyasi dolaplar\u0131 O\u2019nun \u00e7evirdi\u011fini bile s\u00f6ylediler! Slav k\u00f6ylerinde, en sonunda ula\u015fabildi\u011fi ger\u00e7ek itiraflar\u0131 dinleye dinleye, saral\u0131 efsane bir papaz gibi el \u00fcst\u00fcnde tutularak bunal\u0131ml\u0131 kitaplar yaz\u0131yormu\u015f! Anadolu\u2019da geziyormu\u015f, budala padi\u015fahlar\u0131 ala\u015fa\u011f\u0131 edece\u011fini s\u00f6yleyerek, kehanetleri ve \u015fiirleriyle b\u00fcy\u00fcledi\u011fi bir g\u00fcruhu pe\u015finden s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u00fcyor, yan\u0131na beni de \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yormu\u015f! O\u2019nu unutmak, gelecekteki o korkun\u00e7 insanlar\u0131n, o korkun\u00e7 d\u00fcnyalar\u0131yla oyalanabilmek, hayallerimin tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karmak i\u00e7in hik\u00e2yeler yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m o on alt\u0131 y\u0131lda bu s\u00f6ylentilerin daha ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131 da duydum, ama hi\u00e7birine inanmad\u0131m. Bilmiyorum, ba\u015fkalar\u0131na da oluyor mu: Bazan, Hali\u00e7 s\u0131rtlar\u0131ndaki o d\u00f6rt duvar\u0131 birbirimize zindan ederken, bazan, bir konaktan, ya da saraydan bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc gelmeyen bir \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131 beklerken, bazan birbirimizden keyifle nefret ederken, bazan da kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015ferek Padi\u015fah\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in bir risale daha yazarken, g\u00fcnl\u00fck hayat i\u00e7inde, bir an, ikimiz de, bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ayr\u0131nt\u0131ya tak\u0131l\u0131verirdik. Sabah birlikte g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz \u0131slak bir k\u00f6pek, iki a\u011fa\u00e7 aras\u0131na as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r dizisinin renk ve bi\u00e7imlerindeki gizli geometri, hayat\u0131n simetrisini ortaya \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131veren bir dil s\u00fcr\u00e7mesi! \u015eimdi en \u00e7ok bunlar\u0131 \u00f6zl\u00fcyorum i\u015fte! \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden y\u0131llar, belki de y\u00fczy\u0131llar sonra bir merakl\u0131n\u0131n bizden \u00e7ok kendi hayat\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fleyerek okuyaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m, asl\u0131nda, kimse okumasa da pek fazla ald\u0131rmayaca\u011f\u0131m ve bunun i\u00e7in de O\u2019nun ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok da derine olmasa da gizleyerek g\u00f6md\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm g\u00f6lgemin kitab\u0131na bunun i\u00e7in d\u00f6nd\u00fcm: Veba gecelerini, Edirne\u2019deki \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumu, Padi\u015fah\u2019\u0131n bah\u00e7elerinde ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim g\u00fczel saatleri, O\u2019nu o sakals\u0131z haliyle Pa\u015fa\u2019n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131nda ilk g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm zaman s\u0131rt\u0131mda duydu\u011fumu sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fcrpertiyi yeniden d\u00fc\u015flemek i\u00e7in. Kaybetti\u011fimiz hayat\u0131 ve d\u00fc\u015fleri yeniden ele ge\u00e7irmek i\u00e7in, onlar\u0131 yeniden d\u00fc\u015flemek gerekti\u011fini herkes bilir: Ben hik\u00e2yeme inand\u0131m!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Orhan Pamuk, <em>Beyaz Kale<\/em>, \u0130leti\u015fim Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, 2012 [1985], 39. Bask\u0131, s. 173-6.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Hik\u00e2yemdeki gibi tuhaf ve \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 olan\u0131 aramal\u0131y\u0131m\u0131\u015f\u0131z; evet, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bu b\u0131kk\u0131nl\u0131k verici s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 yapabilece\u011fimiz belki de tek \u015fey buymu\u015f; bunu, hep ayn\u0131 \u015feylerin tekrarland\u0131\u011f\u0131 o \u00e7ocukluk ve okul y\u0131llar\u0131ndan beri bildi\u011fi i\u00e7in, hayatta d\u00f6rt duvar aras\u0131na kapanmay\u0131 akl\u0131na bile getirmemi\u015f; bu y\u00fczden b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc gezilerde, bitip t\u00fckenmeyen yollarda hik\u00e2yeler arayarak ge\u00e7irmi\u015f. Ama, tuhaf ve &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2018\/02\/07\/pamuk-kendi-hikayesi-uzerine-dusunen-yazar\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Pamuk, Kendi Hik\u00e2yesi \u00dczerine D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen Yazar<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[33,8,252],"tags":[253,66,83],"class_list":["post-937","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-alinti","category-roman","category-yazin","tag-beyaz-kale","tag-hikaye-anlaticisi","tag-orhan-pamuk"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p9WYIs-f7","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":6089,"url":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2023\/04\/22\/solstad-genc-armand-ve-arkadaslarinin-film-ve-kitaplari\/","url_meta":{"origin":937,"position":0},"title":"Solstad, Gen\u00e7 Armand ve arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n film ve kitaplar\u0131","author":"yalpertem","date":"22 April 2023","format":false,"excerpt":"\u00d6zel isimler, ki\u015filer ve mekanlar epeyce farkl\u0131 olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen kendi \u00fcniversite deneyimime tuhaf yak\u0131nl\u0131klar buldum bu paragrafta. \u00dczerime o y\u0131llarda h\u00fccum eden aceleci, \u00e7ap\u0131ndan habersiz ve ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa mahkum bir bilme iste\u011fini hat\u0131rlad\u0131m. 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Pamuk'un aralar\u0131na zamansal mesafe koyarak okumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m romanlar\u0131 her seferinde birka\u00e7 sayfada bir ar\u015fivleme d\u00fcrt\u00fclerimi tetikliyor zaten, bu kez temkinli davranmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. \u00c7a\u011f\u0131ranlar: Taksim ve \u0130stanbul, sinema ve kurgu, insanlar\u0131 g\u00f6zlemleme, ki\u015fisel h\u00fczn\u00fcn devredili\u015fi, \u00f6tekini yorumlama\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;al\u0131nt\u0131&quot;","block_context":{"text":"al\u0131nt\u0131","link":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/category\/alinti\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/orhan-pamuk-kara-kitap-193x300.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":1827,"url":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2018\/07\/01\/bernhard-gezinti-dostluk-ve-aptallik\/","url_meta":{"origin":937,"position":2},"title":"Bernhard, Gezinti, Dostluk ve Aptall\u0131k","author":"yalpertem","date":"1 July 2018","format":false,"excerpt":"\" Soka\u011fa gezintiye \u00e7\u0131kanlar,\" dedi Moro, \"anakronizmin en makul uygulay\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131, onlar gezintilerini yaparken, en akl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda olmayanlar aras\u0131nda en akl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda olanlar, ayn\u0131 zamanda en bedbahtlar aras\u0131nda en mutlu olanlard\u0131r, muhtemelen, sevgili Bay Robert, ama onlara en akl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda olmayanlar aras\u0131nda en akl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda olanlar, en bedbahtlar aras\u0131nda en mutlular\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;al\u0131nt\u0131&quot;","block_context":{"text":"al\u0131nt\u0131","link":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/category\/alinti\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/thomas-bernhard-ungenach-194x300.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":493,"url":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2017\/11\/15\/gurbuz-durgunluk-ve-keder-uzerine\/","url_meta":{"origin":937,"position":3},"title":"G\u00fcrb\u00fcz, Durgunluk ve Keder \u00dczerine","author":"yalpertem","date":"15 November 2017","format":false,"excerpt":"\"Babam gen\u00e7li\u011finde ve \u00f6\u011frencilik y\u0131llar\u0131nda, kendi tabiri ile \"Hayat onun i\u00e7ine damlarken\", bu damlay\u0131\u015fta yine kendi tabiri ile \"pasl\u0131 bir tat\" bulmu\u015f. 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Babam\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131na ben de geldim, gezdi\u011fi \u00fclkeleri ben de gezdim ama onun g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ve bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve o hep s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc etti\u011fi pas izini g\u00f6remedim.\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;al\u0131nt\u0131&quot;","block_context":{"text":"al\u0131nt\u0131","link":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/category\/alinti\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/coskuyla-olmek-sule-gurbuz-199x300.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":2579,"url":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2019\/04\/09\/yesayan-bazi-insanlar-ve-digerleri\/","url_meta":{"origin":937,"position":4},"title":"Yesayan, Baz\u0131 \u0130nsanlar ve Di\u011ferleri","author":"yalpertem","date":"9 April 2019","format":false,"excerpt":"Zabel Yesayan Son Kadeh'te s\u0131k s\u0131k yo\u011fun bir a\u015fk\u0131, arzulayan bir \u00f6znenin dilinden anlat\u0131yor. Ben o dalgal\u0131 pasajlar yerine yine d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f insan\u0131 ve onun di\u011ferleriyle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131 buldu\u011fum yerleri \u00e7izdim. Ge\u00e7enlerde de bir arkada\u015f\u0131mla kendi hayatlar\u0131m\u0131z \u00fczerine konu\u015furken buna yak\u0131n bir \u015feyler sezmi\u015ftik. 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Fynsk (Notlar)","author":"yalpertem","date":"7 December 2019","format":false,"excerpt":"Genel olarak, Blanchot'nun 1930'lardan bug\u00fcne ba\u015fkalar\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan nas\u0131l temkinle kar\u015f\u0131land\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, gen\u00e7li\u011findeki sa\u011fc\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, etraf\u0131ndaki haleden, \u015fimdiye kadar tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m Blanchot'ya bir yerden dokunmu\u015f herkesten duydu\u011fum \"okudum ama ben tam bilmiyorum, g\u00fczel, nas\u0131l desem, pek bir \u015fey diyemem,\" diye ba\u015flayan ifadelerin olas\u0131 sebeplerinden bahsediyor. Giri\u015f dersi oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in pek bir \u00f6zet ya da\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;\u00e7eviri&quot;","block_context":{"text":"\u00e7eviri","link":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/category\/ceviri\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/fynsk-300x169.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]}],"amp_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/937","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=937"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/937\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=937"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=937"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=937"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}