{"id":7118,"date":"2025-08-13T07:53:50","date_gmt":"2025-08-13T05:53:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/?p=7118"},"modified":"2025-10-01T22:06:53","modified_gmt":"2025-10-01T20:06:53","slug":"josephine-nerede","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2025\/08\/13\/josephine-nerede\/","title":{"rendered":"josephine nerede"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>aybik ile beraber yazd\u0131k, bir sen bir ben, ad\u0131mlad\u0131k.<\/em><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>S\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 yaslad\u0131\u011f\u0131 cam k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ne kadar uzun s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden y\u0131llar sonra d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bile emin olamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k duymu\u015ftu. \u0130lk \u00f6nce \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n sand\u0131; ama \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k an\u0131 ge\u00e7ip s\u0131rt\u0131ndaki ac\u0131y\u0131 hissetmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kendisine ait oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131. Ka\u015fmir kazaklar, kadife pantolonlar ve rugan ayakkab\u0131lar giymi\u015f vitrin mankenlerinin aras\u0131nda a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ka\u015f\u0131 ve kesik elleriyle yatt\u0131ktan bir s\u00fcre sonra g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131nda polis sordu: &#8216;Josephine nerede?&#8217; \u00d6nce ayn\u0131 \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131yamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi ad\u0131n\u0131 da hat\u0131rlayamad\u0131 Josephine. Polisten kurtulmak i\u00e7in onu en son \u00f6\u011fleden sonra Reeperbahnstra\u00dfe&#8217;de \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcpermarkette g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yledi ve hastahaneye naklini istedi. Polis ona inanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 belirten bir ifadeyle Josephine ile olan ili\u015fkisine dair sorular y\u00f6neltti. Neden sonra Berlin&#8217;de devrimcilerin kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir i\u015fgal evinde \u00fczerinde turuncu kaza\u011f\u0131, yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda kremleriyle yine ayn\u0131 ses tonuyla uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, &#8216;ben neredeyim&#8217; diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, art\u0131k yeni bir hayata ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, diye hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Belli ki yeni bir hayata ba\u015flayamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131; ama bana \u00f6yle geliyor ki art\u0131k nerede oldu\u011funu ve oraya nereden geldi\u011fini ve ba\u015f\u0131na bu belan\u0131n geldi\u011fi yer olan rote flora&#8217;da, bir ba\u015fka i\u015fgal evinde a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yordu. Tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m di\u011fer t\u00fcm solculardan ba\u015fkayd\u0131 Josephine, potinlerini giydi\u011fi, onlarla Spree k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z uzun y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015flerde anlatt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde, Avrupa&#8217;da bir i\u015fgal evinden di\u011ferine bir hicret yolu olarak ge\u00e7en \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn biz zavall\u0131 s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015f ruhlara bir \u015feyler f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm bu g\u00fcne kadar. Ve Josephine art\u0131k yerle\u015fik bir hayata ge\u00e7meye karar vermi\u015f olacakt\u0131 ki polisten zekice bir hamleyle kurtulup patlak ka\u015f\u0131na bakan insanlara ald\u0131r\u0131\u015f etmeden hamburg hbf&#8217;ta sonu rote insel&#8217;de bitecek bir yolculu\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>aybik ile beraber yazd\u0131k, bir sen bir ben, ad\u0131mlad\u0131k. S\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 yaslad\u0131\u011f\u0131 cam k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ne kadar uzun s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden y\u0131llar sonra d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bile emin olamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k duymu\u015ftu. \u0130lk \u00f6nce \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n sand\u0131; ama \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k an\u0131 ge\u00e7ip s\u0131rt\u0131ndaki ac\u0131y\u0131 hissetmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kendisine ait oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131. Ka\u015fmir kazaklar, kadife pantolonlar ve rugan ayakkab\u0131lar giymi\u015f vitrin mankenlerinin &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2025\/08\/13\/josephine-nerede\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">josephine nerede<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[833,835],"class_list":["post-7118","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-denemetin","tag-aybik","tag-josephine"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p9WYIs-1QO","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":4241,"url":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2021\/05\/17\/istasyon-kis-ve-polisler\/","url_meta":{"origin":7118,"position":0},"title":"Merkez \u0130stasyon&#8217;da M\u00fcnaka\u015fa","author":"yalpertem","date":"17 May 2021","format":false,"excerpt":"2008\u2019de burada birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn ge\u00e7irmi\u015ftim. 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