{"id":5519,"date":"2022-11-08T20:10:25","date_gmt":"2022-11-08T19:10:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/?p=5519"},"modified":"2022-11-08T22:35:56","modified_gmt":"2022-11-08T21:35:56","slug":"eksen-hapishane-ziyareti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2022\/11\/08\/eksen-hapishane-ziyareti\/","title":{"rendered":"Eksen, hapishane ziyareti"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Kerem Eksen&#8217;in \u00d6l\u00fcmden Uzak Bir Yer roman\u0131n\u0131 okuduk kitap kul\u00fcb\u00fcm\u00fczde. Ben ka\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131m ilk iki roman\u0131n\u0131, onlar da ilgimi \u00e7ekti bak\u0131nca, entelekt\u00fcel romanlar\u0131. Bu roman ba\u015flarda en s\u0131radan ve g\u00fcndelik haliyle \u00e7ift ve aile ya\u015fant\u0131s\u0131na k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ironilerle bak\u0131\u015f\u0131yla beni heyecanland\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama ilerledik\u00e7e olup bitenlere daha az merak duymaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Merkezine ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 mucize, \u00f6l\u00fcm ve belli bir kadere mahkumiyet (bir kerelik mucize) temalar\u0131n\u0131 ne a\u00e7\u0131dan tart\u0131\u015fmaya a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlamad\u0131m. Baba o\u011ful ili\u015fkisi de tam i\u015flenmemi\u015f gibi geldi. Yine de roman ki\u015fileri \u2013 pek tan\u0131yamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m o\u011ful hari\u00e7 \u2013 tutarl\u0131 geldi, \u00f6zellikle ebeveynler ve birka\u00e7 akraba. En g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc oldu\u011fu yerler Sait ve \u00d6m\u00fcr&#8217;\u00fcn ba\u015f ba\u015fa ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131 anlard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Okurken dinlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=cwQhgf_TNE4&amp;ab_channel=sanatkritik\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\">s\u00f6yle\u015fisinde<\/a> yazar\u0131n roman\u0131 nas\u0131l kurdu\u011fu \u00fczerine anlatt\u0131klar\u0131 romandan neredeyse daha \u00e7ok ilgimi \u00e7ekti. B\u00f6yle \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan ve zanaatinin detaylar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k y\u00fcreklilikle payla\u015fan bir yazar birden beklenmedik bir roman yazabilir. Ben okurken buraya ge\u00e7irmelik bir hat\u0131ra pasaj\u0131 not alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Baba o\u011ful aras\u0131nda as\u0131l y\u00fczle\u015fmenin hemen \u00f6ncesinde bir hapishane ziyareti. \u0130stanbul&#8217;a var\u0131\u015f, toplu ta\u015f\u0131ma ve metrob\u00fcs, b\u00fcy\u00fck bir mesele ortada dururken hep \u00f6nemsiz ayr\u0131nt\u0131lara ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f, kli\u015fe satran\u00e7 bahsi, Aksaray&#8217;da dolan\u0131\u015f, ge\u00e7mi\u015fe d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fler ve sabah pi\u015firilen sucuk an\u0131lar\u0131&#8230; Ayn\u0131 zamanda bu pasajda roman\u0131n sonuna dair k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ip ucu da varm\u0131\u015f fakat okurken hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmemi\u015ftim, blog&#8217;a ge\u00e7irirken fark ettim, bu da stenografinin keyfi.<\/p>\n<p>\u0131q\u0131\u0183 \u015fn\u026f\u0279o\u028en\u0279n\u029e \u029e\u0250zn\u0287 \u0279\u0131q \u0131\u029e\u05df\u01ddq \u0250p \u0250\u028e \u015fn\u026f\u0279o\u028ei\u05df\u029e\u0250s i\u0279\u0250\u05df\u0279is \u026fi\u029e\u0250\u0287\u0279\u0131q \u0131\u011f\u0131\u0287\u0287\u01dd\u025f\u015f\u01dd\u029e \u0131u\u01dd\u028e<\/p>\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"5520\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2022\/11\/08\/eksen-hapishane-ziyareti\/kerem-eksen-olumden-uzak-bir-yer\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/kerem-eksen-olumden-uzak-bir-yer.jpg?fit=500%2C778&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"500,778\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"kerem eksen &amp;#8211; olumden uzak bir yer\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/kerem-eksen-olumden-uzak-bir-yer.jpg?fit=500%2C778&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-5520\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/kerem-eksen-olumden-uzak-bir-yer.jpg?resize=375%2C584\" alt=\"\" width=\"375\" height=\"584\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/kerem-eksen-olumden-uzak-bir-yer.jpg?resize=193%2C300&amp;ssl=1 193w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/kerem-eksen-olumden-uzak-bir-yer.jpg?w=500&amp;ssl=1 500w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 375px) 100vw, 375px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Bir per\u015fembe \u00f6\u011fleden sonra otob\u00fcsle Esenler Otogar\u0131&#8217;na geldi\u011finde \u0130stanbul&#8217;daki karma\u015fan\u0131n artarak devam etti\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcyor, daha iki y\u0131l bunu \u00e7ekecek olmak b\u00fcy\u00fck i\u015fkence. Metris&#8217;e gitmek ba\u015fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na bir mesele: \u00d6nce yanl\u0131\u015f duraktan yanl\u0131\u015f otob\u00fcse binip kendini alakas\u0131z bir mahallede buluyor, oradaki birtak\u0131m gen\u00e7ler kestirme olur diyerek bir minib\u00fcse bindiriyorlar onu, bu kez de inece\u011fi dura\u011f\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131yor, uzak bir yerde inip metrob\u00fcse biniyor. Be\u015fe \u00e7eyrek kala g\u00fc\u00e7 bela cezaevine vard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kap\u0131daki g\u00f6revliye uzun uzun yalvarmas\u0131 gerekiyor, ard\u0131ndan g\u00fcvenlik amirine, ard\u0131ndan n\u00f6bet\u00e7i m\u00fcd\u00fcre&#8230; Neyse ki m\u00fcd\u00fcr raz\u0131 geliyor sonunda, eh, madem o kadar yolu geldin, bir be\u015f dakika g\u00f6r o\u011flunu.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fme salonunda paspas yapan bir hademe d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda kimse yok. Bu g\u00fczel i\u015fte, diyor Sait, o\u011fluyla sakince oturabilecekler, belki y\u0131llard\u0131r yapamad\u0131klar\u0131 konu\u015fmay\u0131 \u015fimdi, bir on dakikada yap\u0131verecekler. En arkadaki masaya ili\u015fip bekliyor, o\u011flu yan\u0131nda bir gardiyanla kap\u0131da belirince aya\u011fa f\u0131rl\u0131yor, gidip sar\u0131l\u0131yor. Yusuf pek co\u015fkulu say\u0131lmaz, gene de kollar\u0131yla babas\u0131n\u0131 belli belirsiz kavr\u0131yor \u2013 ge\u00e7mi\u015f olsun baba. Ge\u00e7ip kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 oturuyorlar.<\/p>\n<p>Yusuf&#8217;un tikleri iyiden iyiye artm\u0131\u015f, birka\u00e7 saniyede bir g\u00f6zlerini pe\u015f pe\u015fe h\u0131zl\u0131ca yumuyor, sonra g\u00f6zkapaklar\u0131n\u0131 eski haline getirmek istiyormu\u015f gibi ard\u0131na kadar a\u00e7\u0131yor, bu g\u00f6zlere bakmaktan ne konu\u015ftuklar\u0131n\u0131 anlam\u0131yor Sait. Gene de ara ara y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc belli belirsiz yoklay\u0131p ge\u00e7en bir ayd\u0131nl\u0131k hali var, dikkatli bak\u0131nca o s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 kapan\u0131p a\u00e7\u0131lan g\u00f6zlerdeki eski par\u0131lt\u0131 fark ediliyor \u2013 eski mi?&#8221; Belki de yeni bir \u015fey bu. Yusuf bir s\u00fcr\u00fc \u00f6nemsiz ayr\u0131nt\u0131dan bahsediyor, bir tane Mu\u015flu o\u011flan varm\u0131\u015f, ka\u00e7ak\u00e7\u0131l\u0131ktan i\u00e7eride, Yusuf ona satran\u00e7 \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015f, o\u011flan \u015fimdi her g\u00fcn yeniyormu\u015f onu \u2013 zehir gibi gen\u00e7ler harcan\u0131yor burada baba, g\u00f6rsen, halbuki b\u00fct\u00fcn geri zek\u00e2l\u0131lar d\u0131\u015farda, otob\u00fcslerde minib\u00fcslerde oradan oraya s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcyorlar, halbuki bak, p\u0131rlanta gibi \u00e7ocuk \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcp gidiyor, ast\u0131m\u0131 var bir de, af \u00e7\u0131kmazsa yatar\u0131 d\u00f6rt sene. Sait i\u00e7eride ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi be\u015f ayda Yusuf&#8217;un diline dolanm\u0131\u015f olan bu mahpushane a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 biraz g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00e7 buluyor asl\u0131nda, fakat bir \u015fey diyecek halde de\u011fil. Araya girip sormak istiyor, ko\u011fu\u015f nas\u0131l, so\u011fuk mu, kalabal\u0131k m\u0131, fakat Yusuf&#8217;u durdurmak zor, anlatt\u0131k\u00e7a anlat\u0131yor. Ne demi\u015fti Muzaffer abisi? Dinle. O da dinliyor i\u015fte, duymay\u0131 bekledi\u011fi \u015feyler bunlar de\u011fildi ama olsun. Az sab\u0131r&#8230; Yusuf a\u00e7\u0131\u011fa nakil i\u00e7in ba\u015fvuruda bulunmu\u015f, biraz bundan s\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131yor, yak\u0131nda ge\u00e7ersin diyorlarm\u0131\u015f. \u0130yi, diyor Sait, daha rahat g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcz o zaman.<\/p>\n<p>Hen\u00fcz di\u015fe dokunur bir \u015fey konu\u015famam\u0131\u015fken gardiyan tepelerinde bitiveriyor, g\u00fcl\u00fcyor Yusuf, geldin mi Mahmut \u00e7avu\u015f, ne ara geldin be m\u00fcd\u00fcr, daha iki laf edemedik \u2013 bu samimi hava Sait&#8217;in ho\u015funa gidiyor, o\u011flunun rahat\u0131 yerinde demek. Haydi Yusuf, uzatma, diyor gardiyan, be\u015f dakika dedik. Tekrar sar\u0131l\u0131yorlar, bu kez o\u011flunun g\u00f6vdesinde daha belirgin bir canl\u0131l\u0131k buluyor Sait, gene gelece\u011fim ben, her hafta gelirim nasipse. \u0130stedi\u011finde gel, diyor Yusuf, benim vaktim bol \u2013 g\u00fcl\u00fcyor. Muzaffer amcama selam s\u00f6yle, onu da beklerim.<\/p>\n<p>Sait \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca kendini puslu ve so\u011fuk bir \u0130stanbul ak\u015fam\u0131nda buluyor, hava karard\u0131 kararacak. \u0130\u00e7i bir tuhaf, ne konu\u015ftular belli de\u011fil, Yusuf akl\u0131na geleni anlatt\u0131 \u2013 bunlar\u0131 dinlemek i\u00e7in mi geldim ben buraya? Neyse ki sonra tatl\u0131ya ba\u011fland\u0131 sohbet, Yusuf istedi\u011finde gelebilece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. \u015eimdi mesele \u00c7anakkale&#8217;ye d\u00f6nmek. \u00d6nce kendini g\u00fc\u00e7bela Aksaray&#8217;a giden bir otob\u00fcse at\u0131yor, \u0130stanbul&#8217;da bildi\u011fi tek yer oras\u0131. \u0130ndi\u011finde etraf tan\u0131d\u0131k gelince biraz oyalan\u0131yor. Ara sokaklarda dola\u015f\u0131rken birden o\u011flunun \u00f6\u011frencili\u011finde kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 evin yak\u0131nlar\u0131nda oldu\u011funu anl\u0131yor, buraya al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fe gelmi\u015fti iki kez, sucuk filan al\u0131p kahvalt\u0131da pi\u015firmi\u015fti. \u015eimdi b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar tarif edilemez derecede uzakta, tuhaf olan \u015fu ki o zamanlar da ba\u015fka \u015feyler uzaktayd\u0131, \u00c7anakkale&#8217;deki eski hayat, \u00d6m\u00fcr&#8217;le ge\u00e7en g\u00fcnler, Manisa&#8230; O\u011flunun \u0130stanbul hayat\u0131n\u0131 garipsemi\u015fti, daha yeni tan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f gibi tuhaf bir mesafeden konu\u015fuyorlard\u0131 nedense, evet, Yusuf ona neredeyse yapmac\u0131k bir \u00f6zenle davran\u0131yordu, yeni ke\u015ffetti\u011fi birtak\u0131m s\u0131rlar\u0131 sakl\u0131yormu\u015f ya da belki bir tuzak kuruyormu\u015f gibi. Yusuf&#8217;la ev arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rg\u00fct \u00fcyesine benzetmi\u015fti Sait, birtak\u0131m gizli i\u015fler kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Onu en \u00e7ok da upuzun boylu, s\u0131ska bir o\u011flan tedirgin etmi\u015fti, ya\u015f\u00e7a di\u011ferlerinden b\u00fcy\u00fck, belli ki eczac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7oktan bitirmi\u015f (ya da belki b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f), d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 m\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f neymi\u015f, parmaklar\u0131nda y\u00fcz\u00fckler, kulaklar\u0131nda dizi dizi k\u00fcpe, ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 belli de\u011fil, her nedense \u00e7ay\u0131 hep \u00f6n\u00fcne geliyor. Bozuntuya vermeden birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn boyunca bir k\u00f6\u015fede ses \u00e7\u0131karmadan, konu\u015fulanlara ak\u0131l erdirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak oturdu Sait, her gece on biri ge\u00e7irmeden yatt\u0131, sabah kalk\u0131p sucuk pi\u015firdi. D\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunda alakas\u0131z bir konuda tats\u0131zl\u0131k \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 o\u011fluyla, fazla uzatmadan ceketini al\u0131p eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Sanki ba\u015fka i\u015fi yokmu\u015f gibi o evi bulmak i\u00e7in ara sokaklarda dola\u015f\u0131yor, sonunda pes edip anacaddeye <em>[sic]<\/em> \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Kerem Eksen, \u00d6l\u00fcmden Uzak Bir Yer, Yap\u0131 Kredi Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, 2022, s. 118-9.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kerem Eksen&#8217;in \u00d6l\u00fcmden Uzak Bir Yer roman\u0131n\u0131 okuduk kitap kul\u00fcb\u00fcm\u00fczde. Ben ka\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131m ilk iki roman\u0131n\u0131, onlar da ilgimi \u00e7ekti bak\u0131nca, entelekt\u00fcel romanlar\u0131. Bu roman ba\u015flarda en s\u0131radan ve g\u00fcndelik haliyle \u00e7ift ve aile ya\u015fant\u0131s\u0131na k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ironilerle bak\u0131\u015f\u0131yla beni heyecanland\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama ilerledik\u00e7e olup bitenlere daha az merak duymaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Merkezine ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 mucize, \u00f6l\u00fcm ve belli bir &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2022\/11\/08\/eksen-hapishane-ziyareti\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Eksen, hapishane ziyareti<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[33,8],"tags":[752,753],"class_list":["post-5519","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-alinti","category-roman","tag-kerem-eksen","tag-olumden-uzak-bir-yer"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p9WYIs-1r1","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2839,"url":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2019\/11\/13\/ozlu-walserle-tanisma\/","url_meta":{"origin":5519,"position":0},"title":"\u00d6zl\u00fc, Walser&#8217;le Tan\u0131\u015fma","author":"yalpertem","date":"13 November 2019","format":false,"excerpt":"Bu mektuplarda yeni bir yazarla tan\u0131\u015fma, ondan etkilenme, onu T\u00fcrk\u00e7eye \u00e7evirip yay\u0131mlamaya dair samimi (\"i\u00e7ten duydu\u011fum bir yazar\"), entelekt\u00fcel (\"okur i\u00e7in daha iyi olur\") ve profesyonel (\"ka\u00e7a m\u00e2l olur\") ifadeler var. \"Bilmem Robert Walser'i tan\u0131r m\u0131s\u0131n? \u0130svi\u00e7re edebiyat\u0131n\u0131n bence en \u00f6nemli yazar\u0131. 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Nadiren ilgimi yitirdi\u011fim b\u00f6l\u00fcmleri olsa da Gospodinov'un 48 fragmanl\u0131k roman\u0131, beni \u00e7o\u011fu yerinde, son zamanlarda ilgimi \u00e7eken bir\u00e7ok meseleyle rab\u0131tal\u0131 oldu\u011fundan, yakalay\u0131verdi. 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Halbuki romanlar\u0131 daha \u00f6nceden Kanat ve Alef\u2019den \u00e7evrilmi\u015f, yay\u0131mlanm\u0131\u015f. \"Ben Buradan Okuyorum\", birka\u00e7 kitap\u00e7\u0131da da ilk haftas\u0131nda t\u00fckenmi\u015fti, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlarla beraberce \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k, nas\u0131l pop\u00fclerle\u015fti bir \u201cmetis ele\u015ftiri\u201d kitab\u0131 acaba diye. Ben kapa\u011f\u0131n ve ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n albenisinden diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Kitab\u0131 okuduktan sonra ele\u015ftirilerine bakarken,\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;deneme&quot;","block_context":{"text":"deneme","link":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/category\/deneme\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/ben_buradan_okuyorum-tim_parks-min-201x300.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":2892,"url":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2019\/12\/01\/camus-romana-baslamak-veba\/","url_meta":{"origin":5519,"position":3},"title":"Camus, Romana Ba\u015flamak (Veba)","author":"yalpertem","date":"1 December 2019","format":false,"excerpt":"Veban\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kentin salg\u0131n \u00f6ncesi tasviri, hikayenin mekan\u0131n\u0131n kurulu\u015fu. Camus yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 az say\u0131da romana ne g\u00fczel ba\u015fl\u0131yor, ne g\u00fczel bitiriyor. Romanc\u0131 kimli\u011fi daha g\u00fcndelik ya da anl\u0131k olan\u0131n betimlemelerinde ya da tali duygular\u0131 yakalamada ne kadar -belki istemli olarak- eksikse, genel atmosferi kurmada, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerin ifadesinde o kadar g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc. Bir ele\u015ftirmen,\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;al\u0131nt\u0131&quot;","block_context":{"text":"al\u0131nt\u0131","link":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/category\/alinti\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/albert-camus-veba-192x300.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":3292,"url":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2020\/03\/23\/lerner-ironi-ve-samimiyet-2204\/","url_meta":{"origin":5519,"position":4},"title":"Lerner, \u0130roni ve Samimiyet: 22:04","author":"yalpertem","date":"23 March 2020","format":false,"excerpt":"Birka\u00e7 ay \u00f6nce, bir \u00f6dev i\u00e7in, bir kitap yaz\u0131s\u0131 \u00fczerine yaz\u0131 yazmay\u0131 denemi\u015ftim. Yaz\u0131 \u00e7ok k\u00f6t\u00fc oldu ama en az\u0131ndan bana Ben Lerner ve ironi bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme f\u0131rsat\u0131 verdi. Vaktim k\u0131sa oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in \"okuma\" f\u0131rsat\u0131 veremedi. \u0130roni ve samimiyet \u00fczerine okuduk\u00e7a buraya par\u00e7alar eklemek istiyorum. Kitap ele\u015ftirisini yazan Darmin Hadzibegovi\u00e7\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;okuma notlar\u0131&quot;","block_context":{"text":"okuma notlar\u0131","link":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/category\/ders-notlari\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/ben-lerner-22_04-194x300.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":32,"url":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2016\/10\/22\/kalecinin-penalti-anindaki-endisesi-peter-handke\/","url_meta":{"origin":5519,"position":5},"title":"Kalecinin Penalt\u0131 An\u0131ndaki Endi\u015fesi | Peter Handke","author":"yalpertem","date":"22 October 2016","format":false,"excerpt":"Kalecinin penalt\u0131 an\u0131ndaki endi\u015fesini Josef K.\u2019n\u0131n fena bir \u015fey yapmam\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen tutuklanmas\u0131 gibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebilir miyiz? Josef K.\u2019y\u0131 tutuklad\u0131lar, Josef Bloch\u2019u i\u015ften att\u0131lar ve hikaye ba\u015flad\u0131. Bloch\u2019un ilk dereceden erkek karde\u015fleri Josef K., Mersault veya Samsa gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor. Buras\u0131 zaten edebi\/ele\u015ftirel k\u00fclliyat\u0131n da birikti\u011fi bir alan. Benim i\u00e7in zor alan.\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;edebiyat&quot;","block_context":{"text":"edebiyat","link":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/category\/edebiyat\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"kalecinin-penalti-anindaki-endisesi","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/10\/kalecinin-penalti-anindaki-endisesi-200x300.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]}],"amp_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5519","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5519"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5519\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5527,"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5519\/revisions\/5527"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5519"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5519"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5519"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}