{"id":3749,"date":"2020-10-30T23:56:07","date_gmt":"2020-10-30T20:56:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/?p=3749"},"modified":"2023-04-30T12:32:38","modified_gmt":"2023-04-30T10:32:38","slug":"berlin-i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2020\/10\/30\/berlin-i\/","title":{"rendered":"Berlin I"},"content":{"rendered":"

29 Ekim 2020, Per\u015fembe. Bir \u00f6\u011fleden sonra Berlin’e vard\u0131m. Birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonras\u0131 i\u00e7in k\u0131smi karantina edildi. Almanca bilmedi\u011fim ve y\u0131llard\u0131r yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in kendimi 32 ya\u015f\u0131nda bir bebek gibi hissediyorum. 24 saat kadar vakit ge\u00e7irdim hen\u00fcz. Herkesi evden \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya davet ediyorlar. 3 ayl\u0131\u011f\u0131na tuttu\u011fum evde g\u00fcn boyu oturulabilecek bir \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma sandalyesi yok. \u0130kinci el bir \u015feyler bulsam ya da \u015firketten alabilsem iyi olur.<\/p>\n

Ev Sch\u00f6neberg’in Kreuzberg s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131nda. Yirmi metre yak\u0131n\u0131mdan ge\u00e7en tren yolu ay\u0131r\u0131yor il\u00e7eleri. Atak\u00f6y ve \u015eirinevler’in kom\u015fulu\u011fu akl\u0131ma geldi. Bazen be\u015f dakika bazen yar\u0131m saatlik aral\u0131klarla trenler ge\u00e7iyor. Memleketteki kadar g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcl\u00fc de\u011fil buran\u0131n trenleri, \u00dc\u00e7 Maymun’daki ev gibi de\u011fil yani, sallanm\u0131yor hi\u00e7. Buras\u0131 da T\u00fcrkiye’den gelenlerin yo\u011fun ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir yermi\u015f. \u0130lk saatlerimi temel g\u0131da ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 edinmeye ve bunlar\u0131 nerelerden almam gerekti\u011fini saptamaya harcad\u0131m. Birlik Marketler’deki \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar ilk sorular\u0131ma cevap oldu. Erikli su, Gazi ka\u015far ve yo\u011furt, Ekonomik marka ye\u015fil mercimek, Baktat ye\u015fil zeytin ve temel sebzelerden birer iki\u015fer ald\u0131m. Al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fin kelimesi: gr\u00fcn\/e<\/em>. Zeytin ve mercime\u011fi niteliyor. \u00c7ar\u015famba ve Cumartesi g\u00fcnleri pazar kuruluyormu\u015f, as\u0131l alacaklar\u0131n\u0131 orada almal\u0131ym\u0131\u015f insan, marketlerden acil \u015feyleri almak gerekirmi\u015f. Crellemarkt, potansiyel Be\u015fikta\u015f Pazar\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sonras\u0131nda da y\u0131llar \u00f6ncesinden hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m Lidl ve Aldi’ye rastlad\u0131m. Etiketlerdeki yaz\u0131lar\u0131 anlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in bir s\u00fcr\u00fc \u00e7e\u015fit Saskia mineralli sudan ve biralardan birer \u00f6rnek edindim; zeytinya\u011f\u0131, yumurta, \u015fampuan, di\u015f macunu gibi \u015feyler ald\u0131m, \u00fcr\u00fcnleri tek tek, itinayla deneyece\u011fim. Fi\u015fleri de bir dok\u00fcmana ge\u00e7irdim. Neyin ederinin ne oldu\u011funu anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak bana biraz garip geliyor. Bir \u015feyin ne kadar oldu\u011funu hissedebilmek gerekmez mi asl\u0131nda? Metalar her yerde farkl\u0131 bir b\u00fcy\u00fc ta\u015f\u0131yor. \u0130lk al\u0131\u015fveri\u015flerimde en fazla para \u00f6dedi\u011fim \u00fcr\u00fcn 5.61 ile H&S \u015fampuan oldu, 500 ml zeytinya\u011f\u0131ndan ucuz olmas\u0131na \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. O esnada, Tekel’imi\/Tabak’\u0131m\u0131 bulmu\u015f olabilirim. Hen\u00fcz pek konu\u015famam\u0131\u015f olsak da sanki muhabbet a\u00e7\u0131lacak gibi buradaki abiyle. Gece yar\u0131s\u0131 al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fi.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk kahvalt\u0131m: 2 ha\u015flanm\u0131\u015f yumurta, 1 domates, 1 salatal\u0131k. Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk yemek: so\u011fanl\u0131, havu\u00e7lu ye\u015fil mercimek ve yo\u011furt. Baharats\u0131z, sal\u00e7as\u0131z ve sarm\u0131saks\u0131z tad\u0131n\u0131 bir \u015feye benzetemedim. \u0130lk i\u00e7ti\u011fim bira: 33’l\u00fck Pilsner Urquell. Tatl\u0131 bir gece al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fi kazas\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Yorckstra\u00dfe \u00fczerinde iki farkl\u0131 y\u00f6ne y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm: Wilmersdorf ve Kreuzberg. \u0130kisinin de kalbine varamad\u0131m. \u0130lk g\u00fcn\u00fcn korkusu beni evden fazla uzakla\u015fmaktan al\u0131koydu. Ancak \u00e7eper \u00e7eper a\u015farak, ad\u0131m ad\u0131m uzakla\u015fabilirim gibi geldi. \u00d6rne\u011fin Wilmersdorf y\u00f6n\u00fcne y\u00fcr\u00fcrken kar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131kan dev blok binay\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce acaba alt\u0131ndan ge\u00e7ebilir miyim yoksa ge\u00e7emez miyim diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken geri d\u00f6nmeye karar verdim. Sokaklarda acaba yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131kla bisiklet yolunda y\u00fcr\u00fcyor muyum gibi tedirginlikler hissediyorum. Bisikletler \u00e7ok h\u0131zl\u0131. Sokakta y\u00fcr\u00fcrken sigara i\u00e7menin nas\u0131l kar\u015f\u0131land\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hen\u00fcz anlayabilmi\u015f de\u011filim. G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm d\u00fckkanlar\u0131n baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n ne i\u015f yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlayam\u0131yorum. O b\u00fcy\u00fck blok binaya yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ta\u015flarda Ultraslan yaz\u0131lar\u0131na rastlad\u0131m. San\u0131r\u0131m a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131nda bir ge\u00e7i\u015f var.<\/p>\n

Evden \u00e7\u0131kmadan haritadan bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm Heinrich-von-Kleist Park\u0131’n\u0131n da \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7mi\u015fim, y\u00fcr\u00fcrken g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde bir park olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ya da giri\u015fe izin verilip verilmedi\u011fini anlayamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Bir daha o tarafa y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde hen\u00fcz yazd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 okumad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu yazar\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yan park\u0131 gezece\u011fim.<\/p>\n

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Bisiklet s\u00fcrmeyi \u00f6\u011frenmeliyim. Buradakiler gibi s\u00fcremem yak\u0131n gelecekte. Evde sigara i\u00e7memek zormu\u015f. Apartman\u0131n arkas\u0131 sakl\u0131 bah\u00e7e, \u00f6n\u00fc cadde. Caddeleri bah\u00e7elerden daha \u00e7ok seviyorum. Okumay\u0131, \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumdaki gibi, vitrinlerden \u00f6\u011frenece\u011fim. G\u00fcnd\u00fczleri her \u015fey daha temiz ama gece t\u00fcm s\u00f6zl\u00fc kurallara ra\u011fmen kirlenme ba\u015fl\u0131yor. Burada pandemiyle m\u00fccadele halka sorumluluk verilerek y\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fcl\u00fcyormu\u015f. \u00c7\u00f6pleri geri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcme g\u00f6re do\u011fru \u015fekilde ay\u0131ramazsam, yanl\u0131\u015f \u00e7\u00f6p\u00fc yanl\u0131\u015f kutuya atarsam kentten s\u00fcr\u00fclece\u011fim. Bir bira kutusunun depozitosu 0.25 Euro. \u0130lk defa y\u00fcksek tavanl\u0131 bir evde kal\u0131yorum, ayd\u0131nlatmas\u0131 kolay de\u011fil. Yine tren ge\u00e7ti, sesi yakla\u015f\u0131k 8 saniye s\u00fcr\u00fcyor, yank\u0131s\u0131 ve tortusuyla 12. Korsan yasalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7i\u011fnemeden filmlerle Almanca prati\u011fi yapmak i\u00e7in Malina’y\u0131 (1991) izleyeyim dedim ama Frans\u0131zca konu\u015fuyorlar ve s\u00fcrekli sigara i\u00e7iyorlar. (Huppert satran\u00e7 da oynuyor.)<\/p>\n

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p.s. kiralad\u0131\u011f\u0131m e\u015fyal\u0131 evdeki kitaplar:<\/p>\n

inci gibi di\u015fler<\/em>
\ngen\u00e7 werther<\/em>
\nnotre-dame de paris<\/em>
\nberlin rehberi<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

29 Ekim 2020, Per\u015fembe. Bir \u00f6\u011fleden sonra Berlin’e vard\u0131m. Birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonras\u0131 i\u00e7in k\u0131smi karantina edildi. Almanca bilmedi\u011fim ve y\u0131llard\u0131r yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in kendimi 32 ya\u015f\u0131nda bir bebek gibi hissediyorum. 24 saat kadar vakit ge\u00e7irdim hen\u00fcz. Herkesi evden \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya davet ediyorlar. 3 ayl\u0131\u011f\u0131na tuttu\u011fum evde g\u00fcn boyu oturulabilecek bir \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma sandalyesi yok. \u0130kinci el … Continue reading Berlin I<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[696,13],"tags":[651,652],"class_list":["post-3749","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-berlin","category-denemetin","tag-berlin","tag-hatira"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p9WYIs-Yt","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":791,"url":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2018\/01\/05\/bicakci-babaanne-ile-yuruyus-ve-yavaslik-uzerine\/","url_meta":{"origin":3749,"position":0},"title":"B\u0131\u00e7akc\u0131, Babaanne ile Y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f ve Yava\u015fl\u0131k \u00dczerine","author":"yalpertem","date":"5 January 2018","format":false,"excerpt":"\"Geleneksel Pazartesi Y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015fleri. 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Ev sahibi evin i\u00e7ini IKEA tasar\u0131m evlere kar\u015f\u0131 ele\u015ftirel ve zanaat\u00e7i bir niyetle, par\u00e7alar\u0131 tek tek bulup toplayarak, ki\u015fisel bir tasar\u0131m zevkiyle haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f. Piyanist, piyano \u00f6\u011fretmeni (Isabelle Huppert yine g\u00f6z k\u0131rp\u0131yor). 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