{"id":285,"date":"2017-09-04T23:01:16","date_gmt":"2017-09-04T20:01:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/?p=285"},"modified":"2017-09-04T23:02:13","modified_gmt":"2017-09-04T20:02:13","slug":"perec-gezinmek-uzerine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2017\/09\/04\/perec-gezinmek-uzerine\/","title":{"rendered":"Perec, Gezinmek \u00dczerine"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"“Sokaklarda s\u00fcrt\u00fcyor, bir sinemaya giriyorsun; sokaklarda s\u00fcrt\u00fcyor, bir kahveye giriyorsun; sokaklarda s\u00fcrt\u00fcyor, Seine Nehri’ne, kasak d\u00fckk\u00e2nlar\u0131na, trenlere, afi\u015flere, insanlara bak\u0131yorsun. Sokaklarda s\u00fcrt\u00fcyor, bir sinemaya giriyor ve orada az \u00f6nce g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne benzer bir film g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun; fazla ak\u0131ll\u0131 bir beyefendi taraf\u0131ndan anlat\u0131lan ayn\u0131 al\u0131k\u00e7a hik\u00e2ye, incelik ve m\u00fczik dolu, sonra ara oluyor; yirmi kez, y\u00fcz kez g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn reklam filmleri, haftan\u0131n belli ba\u015fl\u0131 olaylar\u0131 \u00fczerine, bu kez, yirmi kez g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn k\u0131sa bir film, sardalyalar hakk\u0131nda, ya da g\u00fcne\u015f hakk\u0131nda. Hawaii ya da Ulusal K\u00fct\u00fcphane hakk\u0131nda bir belgesel, daha \u00f6nce g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn ve yine g\u00f6rece\u011fin bir filmin par\u00e7alar\u0131, az \u00f6nce g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn film bir kez daha ba\u015fl\u0131yor, par\u00e7al\u0131 jeneri\u011fi, Etretat plaj\u0131, denizi, mart\u0131lar\u0131, kumda oynayan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 ile.<\/p>\n

D\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor, fazla \u0131\u015f\u0131kland\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f sokaklarda s\u00fcrt\u00fcyorsun. Odana d\u00f6n\u00fcyor, soyunuyor, \u00e7ar\u015faflar\u0131n aras\u0131na sokuluyor, \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcyor, g\u00f6zlerini yumuyorsun. Bu, \u00e7ok \u00e7abuk soyunan d\u00fc\u015fsel kad\u0131nlar\u0131n \u00e7evrene \u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc saattir; bu y\u00fcz kez okunmu\u015f kitaplardan bunald\u0131\u011f\u0131n saattir; bu, bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc uyuyamadan y\u00fcz kez oradan oraya d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn saattir. G\u00f6zlerin karanl\u0131kta falta\u015f\u0131 gibi a\u00e7\u0131k, elin dar sedirim ayak taraf\u0131nda bir k\u00fcll\u00fck, bir kutu kibrit, son bir sigara aran\u0131rken, mutsuzlu\u011funun b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc sakin sakin \u00f6l\u00e7t\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn saattir bu.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131k geceleri kalk\u0131yorsun yataktan. Sokaklarda avare dola\u015f\u0131yor, barlar\u0131n, Rosebud’\u0131n, Harry’s’in taburelerine t\u00fcn\u00fcyor, Saint-Honor\u00e9 Soka\u011f\u0131’nda, neredeyse odan\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fen Franco-Suisse’de gidip oturuyor, Hal’deki bir kahveye gidiyor ve saatlerce orada kal\u0131yorsun. Sonuna kadar, bir biran\u0131n, s\u00fcts\u00fcz bir kahvenin ya da bir bardak k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u015farab\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oturarak. Girip \u00e7\u0131kan \u00f6tekilere, kasap \u00e7\u0131raklar\u0131na, \u00e7i\u00e7ek\u00e7ilere, gazete sat\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131na, ak\u015famc\u0131 g\u00fcruhlar\u0131na, yaln\u0131z sarho\u015flara, fahi\u015felere bak\u0131yorsun.<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131zs\u0131n ve yalpal\u0131yorsun. Iss\u0131z caddelerde, c\u0131l\u0131z a\u011fa\u00e7lar, s\u0131vas\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f cepheler, karanl\u0131k kap\u0131 sundurmalar\u0131 boyunca y\u00fcr\u00fcyorsun. Batignolles’\u00fcn, Pantin’in bitmez t\u00fckenmez \u00e7irkinli\u011fine dal\u0131yorsun. \u00c7oktan kurumu\u015f Wallace \u00e7e\u015fmelerinden, v\u0131c\u0131k v\u0131c\u0131k kiliselerden, delik de\u015fik \u015fantiyelerden, rengi atm\u0131\u015f duvarlardan ba\u015fka bir \u015fey \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yor kar\u015f\u0131na. Demir parmakl\u0131klar\u0131 aras\u0131na hapsoldu\u011fun k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck parklar, kanalizasyon a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n yak\u0131n\u0131ndaki durgun su birikintileri, fabrikalar\u0131n devasa kap\u0131lar\u0131. Europe Mahallesi’ndeki madeni yaya k\u00f6pr\u00fclerinin alt\u0131nda, buharl\u0131 lokomotifler beyaz dumanlar\u0131n\u0131 dalga dalga savuruyorlar. Barb\u00e8s Bulvar\u0131, Clichy Meydan\u0131; sab\u0131rs\u0131z kalabal\u0131klar g\u00f6zlerini g\u00f6\u011fe do\u011fru \u00e7eviriyorlar.<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fc \u00e7emberini k\u0131rmayacaks\u0131n. Yaln\u0131zs\u0131n ve kimseyi tan\u0131m\u0131yorsun; kimseyi tan\u0131m\u0131yorsun ve yaln\u0131zs\u0131n. \u00d6tekilerin birbirlerine yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, birbirlerine sokulduklar\u0131n\u0131, birbirlerini koruduklar\u0131n\u0131, birbirlerine sar\u0131ld\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun. Oysa sen, \u00f6l\u00fc bak\u0131\u015fl\u0131, saydam bir hayaletten, k\u00fclrengi bir c\u00fczzaml\u0131dan, \u00e7oktan toza d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f bir siluetten, kimsenin yakla\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 tutulmu\u015f bir yerden ba\u015fka bir \u015fey de\u011filsin. Olas\u0131l\u0131k d\u0131\u015f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmalar\u0131n umuduyla kendini zorluyorsun. Ama deri, bak\u0131r, a\u011fa\u00e7 senin i\u00e7in \u0131\u015f\u0131ldamaya ba\u015flam\u0131yor ki, \u0131\u015f\u0131klar yo\u011funluklar\u0131n\u0131 senin i\u00e7in azaltm\u0131yorlar ki, sesler senin i\u00e7in duyulmaz hale gelmiyorlar ki. A\u011f\u0131rla\u015fan dumana, Lester Young’a, Coltrane’e ra\u011fmen yaln\u0131zs\u0131n, barlar\u0131n t\u00fcy gibi yumu\u015fak ve sessiz s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, ayak seslerinin \u00e7\u0131nlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bo\u015f sokaklarda, kapanmam\u0131\u015f i\u00e7kili kahvelerin yar\u0131 ay\u0131k su\u00e7ortakl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yaln\u0131zs\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Sadece bir kez kar\u015f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131ya gelece\u011fin d\u00fc\u015fmanlar var; insan\u0131n kan\u0131n\u0131 donduran y\u0131lanlar\u0131n so\u011fuk \u0131sl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131p anlayacak kadar zaman var, tam zaman\u0131nda geri \u00e7ekilecek kadar, yaln\u0131zl\u0131ktan ve sab\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131ktan donmu\u015f olarak, mahvolmu\u015f olarak; seni ele veren kendi bak\u0131\u015f\u0131n, en ufak ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n gittik\u00e7e anlams\u0131zla\u015fan ve gittik\u00e7e keskinle\u015fen alg\u0131s\u0131: bir sa\u00e7 buklesi, bir barda\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6lgesi, b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir sigaran\u0131n oynak izi, kapanan iki kanatl\u0131 bir kap\u0131n\u0131n son sars\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcnden bir \u015fey ka\u00e7m\u0131yor, ama yakalad\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir \u015fey de yok, yakalasan da \u00e7ok ge\u00e7, hep \u00e7ok ge\u00e7, g\u00f6lgeler, yans\u0131malar, \u00e7atlaklar, savu\u015fmalar, g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeler, esnemeler, yorgunluk ya da vazge\u00e7i\u015f.”<\/p>\n

Georges Perec, Uyuyan Adam, \u00e7ev. Sosi Dolano\u011flu, Metis Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, 2016 [1967], 4. bas\u0131m, s. 76-8.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“Sokaklarda s\u00fcrt\u00fcyor, bir sinemaya giriyorsun; sokaklarda s\u00fcrt\u00fcyor, bir kahveye giriyorsun; sokaklarda s\u00fcrt\u00fcyor, Seine Nehri’ne, kasak d\u00fckk\u00e2nlar\u0131na, trenlere, afi\u015flere, insanlara bak\u0131yorsun. Sokaklarda s\u00fcrt\u00fcyor, bir sinemaya giriyor ve orada az \u00f6nce g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne benzer bir film g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun; fazla ak\u0131ll\u0131 bir beyefendi taraf\u0131ndan anlat\u0131lan ayn\u0131 al\u0131k\u00e7a hik\u00e2ye, incelik ve m\u00fczik dolu, sonra ara oluyor; yirmi kez, y\u00fcz kez g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn … Continue reading Perec, Gezinmek \u00dczerine<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[33,8],"tags":[79,80],"class_list":["post-285","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-alinti","category-roman","tag-georges-perec","tag-uyuyan-adam"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p9WYIs-4B","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":349,"url":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2017\/10\/07\/nietzsche-filozof-entelektuel-uzerine\/","url_meta":{"origin":285,"position":0},"title":"Nietzsche, Filozof ve Entelekt\u00fcel \u00dczerine","author":"yalpertem","date":"7 October 2017","format":false,"excerpt":"\"G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczde filozofun geli\u015fmesinin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki tehlikeler asl\u0131nda o kadar katmerlidir ki, bu meyvenin olgunla\u015fabilece\u011finden ku\u015fku duyuyor insan. 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