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“\u00c7okluk denizinde yunmak herkese vergi de\u011fildir; bir sanatt\u0131r kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karmak; be\u015fi\u011finde bir periden k\u0131l\u0131k de\u011fi\u015ftirme ve maske zevkini, ev kinini ve yolculuk tutkusunu alm\u0131\u015f ki\u015fi, yaln\u0131z o ki\u015fi, insan t\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u0131rt\u0131ndan bir canl\u0131l\u0131k sarho\u015flu\u011funa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr\u00fcr bunu.<\/p>\n
Kalabal\u0131k, yaln\u0131zl\u0131k: etkin ve verimli ozan\u0131n birbirileriyle kolayca de\u011fi\u015ftirebilece\u011fi e\u015fit deyimler. Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kalabal\u0131kla doldurmas\u0131n\u0131 bilmeyen ki\u015fi tela\u015fl\u0131 bir kalabal\u0131k i\u00e7inde yaln\u0131z olmas\u0131n\u0131 da bilmez.<\/p>\n
Ozan \u015fu benzersiz ayr\u0131cal\u0131\u011f\u0131n, g\u00f6nl\u00fc istedi mi kendi kendisini, istemedi mi ba\u015fkas\u0131 olabilmenin tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r. Diledi mi herkesin ki\u015fili\u011fine b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr, kendilerine bir beden arayan, ba\u015f\u0131bo\u015f ruhlar gibi. Yaln\u0131z ona a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131r her \u015fey; kimi yerlerin ona kapal\u0131 gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnmesiyse, onun i\u00e7in girmek \u00e7abas\u0131na de\u011fmediklerindendir.<\/p>\n
Yaln\u0131z ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceli gezgin bu evrensel kayna\u015fmada e\u015fsiz bir sarho\u015flu\u011fa erer. Kalabal\u0131kla kolayca kayna\u015fan ki\u015fi ate\u015fli hazlar tadar, kutu gibi kapal\u0131 bencil ile istiridyeler gibi evine \u00e7ekilmi\u015f tembel bu hazlardan yoksun kalacakt\u0131r. Yaln\u0131z ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceli gezgin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kan t\u00fcm u\u011fra\u015flar\u0131, t\u00fcm sevin\u00e7leri, t\u00fcm yoksunluklar\u0131 kendininmi\u015f gibi benimser.<\/p>\n
Bu anlat\u0131lmaz \u015f\u00f6lenle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131r\u0131l\u0131nca, ortaya \u00e7\u0131kan beklenmedik olaya, ge\u00e7en yabanc\u0131ya kendini t\u00fcm\u00fcyle, t\u00fcm \u015fiiri, t\u00fcm yard\u0131mseverli\u011fiyle veren ruhun bu kutsal orospulu\u011fuyla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131r\u0131l\u0131nca, insanlar\u0131n a\u015fk dedikleri \u015fey \u00e7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, \u00e7ok s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131, \u00e7ok zay\u0131f kal\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n mutlular\u0131na baz\u0131 baz\u0131 kendi mutluluklar\u0131ndan daha \u00fcst\u00fcn, daha geni\u015f, daha derin mutluluklar bulundu\u011funu an\u0131msatmakta yarar vard\u0131r, yaln\u0131zca budala gururlar\u0131n\u0131 sarsmak i\u00e7in bile olsa. S\u00f6m\u00fcrge kurucular\u0131, halk \u00f6nderleri, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ta \u00f6b\u00fcr ucuna g\u00f6\u00e7 etmi\u015f misyoner papazlar bu gizemli sarho\u015flu\u011fu biraz bilirler ku\u015fkusuz; dehalar\u0131n\u0131n sa\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 geni\u015f ailenin kuca\u011f\u0131nda, \u00e7ok sallant\u0131l\u0131 yazg\u0131lar\u0131, \u00e7ok ar\u0131 ya\u015famlar\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 kendilerine ac\u0131yanlara da g\u00fclerler herhalde.”<\/p>\n
Charles Baudelaire, Paris S\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131, \u00e7ev. Tahsin Y\u00fccel, T\u00fcrkiye \u0130\u015f Bankas\u0131 K\u00fclt\u00fcr Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, 2013 [1869], 6. bas\u0131m, s.22-3.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"