{"id":1125,"date":"2018-03-24T22:27:30","date_gmt":"2018-03-24T20:27:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/?p=1125"},"modified":"2018-03-24T22:27:30","modified_gmt":"2018-03-24T20:27:30","slug":"auster-bir-anda-kirilan-hayatlar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2018\/03\/24\/auster-bir-anda-kirilan-hayatlar\/","title":{"rendered":"Auster, Bir Anda K\u0131r\u0131lan Hayatlar"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"“Bunlar\u0131n hi\u00e7birinin \u00fczerinde durmak istemiyorum. Ama insan hayat\u0131 o kadar \u00e7e\u015fitli ko\u015fullar alt\u0131nda y\u00f6n de\u011fi\u015ftiriyor ki, bir insan \u00f6lene kadar onun hakk\u0131nda bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylenemez. \u00d6l\u00fcm, mutluluk \u00fczerinde tek ger\u00e7ek s\u00f6z sahibi olmakla kalm\u0131yor (Solon’un deyi\u015fi), hayat hakk\u0131nda karar verebilece\u011fimiz tek \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fct de o. Bir zamanlar bir sokak serserisiyle tan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, Shakespeare’in oyunlar\u0131ndaki oyuncular gibi konu\u015fan bu adam h\u0131rpani, orta ya\u015fl\u0131 bir alkolikti, pa\u00e7avralar i\u00e7indeydi, y\u00fcz\u00fcnde kabuk ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f yaralar vard\u0131, sokaklarda ya\u015f\u0131yor, durmadan benden para dileniyordu. Ayn\u0131 adam bir zamanlar Madison Bulvar\u0131’nda bir sanat galerisinin sahibiydi. Tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir ba\u015fka adam, bir zamanlar Amerika’n\u0131n en yetenekli gen\u00e7 romanc\u0131s\u0131 olarak kabul ediliyordu. Ben onunla tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, New York’taki bir k\u00f6\u015fe ba\u015f\u0131nda durmu\u015f, babas\u0131ndan miras kalan on be\u015f bin dolar\u0131 y\u00fczerlik banknotlar halinde gelip ge\u00e7ene da\u011f\u0131t\u0131yordu. Bana, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n Amerika Birle\u015fik Devletleri’nin ekonomik sitemini \u00e7\u00f6kertme plan\u0131n\u0131n bir par\u00e7as\u0131 oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. Neler oldu\u011funa bir bak\u0131n. Hayatlar\u0131n nas\u0131l par\u00e7aland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn. Goffe’yi, Whalley’i ele al\u0131n \u00f6rne\u011fin, Kral I. Charles’\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcme mahk\u00fbm eden yarg\u0131\u00e7lardan ikisi bunlar; Restorasyon Devri’nden sonra Connecticut’a gelmi\u015fler ve hayatlar\u0131n\u0131n geri kalan\u0131n\u0131 bir ma\u011farada ge\u00e7irmi\u015fler. Bayan Winchester’\u0131 bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6rne\u011fin, silah t\u00fcccar\u0131n\u0131n dul kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131; kocas\u0131n\u0131n satt\u0131\u011f\u0131 silahlarla \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclenlerin ruhlar\u0131n\u0131n onun can\u0131n\u0131 almak \u00fczere gelmesinden korkuyordu; bu y\u00fczden evine durmadan odalar ekliyordu, koridorlardan, gizi b\u00f6lmelerden olu\u015fan devasa bir dolamba\u00e7 yaratt\u0131, her gece de\u011fi\u015fik bir odada yatarak ruhlardan ka\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131yordu; i\u015fin tuhaf yan\u0131 \u015fu ki, 1906 y\u0131l\u0131ndaki San Francisco Depremi’nde bu odalardan birinde k\u0131s\u0131l\u0131p kald\u0131, hizmetk\u00e2rlar onu bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in neredeyse a\u00e7l\u0131ktan \u00f6lecekti. M. M. Bakhtin de var, \u015fu Rus ele\u015ftirmen ve edebiyat d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fc. \u0130kinci D\u00fcnya Sava\u015f\u0131 s\u0131ras\u0131nda Almanlar Rusya’y\u0131 i\u015fgal ettiklerinde o adam, m\u00fcsveddelerinden birinin tek kopyas\u0131n\u0131 t\u00fctt\u00fcr\u00fcyordu; yazmak i\u00e7in y\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 verdi\u011fi, Almanca romanlar \u00fczerine kitap boyutunda bir \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmayd\u0131 bu. M\u00fcsveddenin sayfalar\u0131n\u0131 teker teker ald\u0131 ve o k\u00e2\u011f\u0131tlara t\u00fct\u00fcn sard\u0131, son sayfas\u0131na kadar her g\u00fcn kitab\u0131n\u0131n bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc sigara k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 niyetine t\u00fctt\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bunlar ger\u00e7ek hik\u00e2yeler. Belki ayn\u0131 zamanda birer mesel de, ama ne demek istiyorlarsa onu diyorlar, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ger\u00e7ekler.”<\/p>\n

Paul Auster, Kilitli Oda (New York \u00dc\u00e7lemesi – III), \u00e7ev. \u0130lknur \u00d6zdemir, Can Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, 2017 [1985], 19. bas\u0131m, s. 72-3.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“Bunlar\u0131n hi\u00e7birinin \u00fczerinde durmak istemiyorum. Ama insan hayat\u0131 o kadar \u00e7e\u015fitli ko\u015fullar alt\u0131nda y\u00f6n de\u011fi\u015ftiriyor ki, bir insan \u00f6lene kadar onun hakk\u0131nda bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylenemez. \u00d6l\u00fcm, mutluluk \u00fczerinde tek ger\u00e7ek s\u00f6z sahibi olmakla kalm\u0131yor (Solon’un deyi\u015fi), hayat hakk\u0131nda karar verebilece\u011fimiz tek \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fct de o. Bir zamanlar bir sokak serserisiyle tan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, Shakespeare’in oyunlar\u0131ndaki oyuncular gibi konu\u015fan … Continue reading Auster, Bir Anda K\u0131r\u0131lan Hayatlar<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[33,8],"tags":[296,297,293,273],"class_list":["post-1125","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-alinti","category-roman","tag-kilitli-oda","tag-kirilmalar","tag-new-york-uclemesi","tag-paul-auster"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p9WYIs-i9","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":1016,"url":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2018\/03\/05\/auster-karakteri-tanitmak\/","url_meta":{"origin":1125,"position":0},"title":"Auster, Karakteri Tan\u0131tmak (I)","author":"yalpertem","date":"5 March 2018","format":false,"excerpt":"\" Miles Heller Miles yirmi sekiz ya\u015f\u0131nda; bildi\u011fi kadar\u0131yla hi\u00e7bir beklentisi yok. 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