{"id":1080,"date":"2018-03-14T20:15:54","date_gmt":"2018-03-14T18:15:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/?p=1080"},"modified":"2018-03-14T20:16:39","modified_gmt":"2018-03-14T18:16:39","slug":"duras-soz-otoyolu-ve-zaman-harcamak","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2018\/03\/14\/duras-soz-otoyolu-ve-zaman-harcamak\/","title":{"rendered":"Duras, S\u00f6z Otoyolu ve Zaman Harcamak"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"S\u00f6z Otoyolu<\/em><\/p>\n

“Kitaba benzemeyen \u015fu kitapta her g\u00fcn, b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6b\u00fcrlerine benzeyen, s\u0131radan bir g\u00fcn boyunca yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z gibi, her \u015feyden ve hi\u00e7bir \u015feyden s\u00f6z etmek isterdim. S\u00f6z\u00fcn b\u00fcy\u00fck otoyoluna, anayoluna dalmak, hi\u00e7bir \u00f6zel \u015fey \u00fczerinde e\u011flenmemek. Anlam\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kmak, hi\u00e7bir yere gitmemek, belli bir bilgi ya da bilgisizlik noktas\u0131ndan yola \u00e7\u0131kmaks\u0131z\u0131n konu\u015fmak ve s\u00f6zlerin iti\u015f kak\u0131\u015f\u0131 aras\u0131nda rastgele bir yere varmak olanaks\u0131zd\u0131r. Yapamay\u0131z bunu. \u0130nsan ayn\u0131 anda hem bilip hem bilmemeyi ba\u015faramaz. Bundan \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc, s\u00f6z konusu otoyol olmas\u0131n\u0131 istedi\u011fim, ayn\u0131 anda her yere gitmesi gereken \u015fu kitap, her yere birden gitmek isteyen, ama bir seferinde yaln\u0131z bir tek yere giden, geri d\u00f6nen ve herkes gibi, b\u00fct\u00fcn kitaplar gibi, yeniden yola koyulan bir kitap olacak, susarsa o ba\u015fka, ne var ki susma da k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da d\u00f6k\u00fclemiyor.” (s. 13)<\/p>\n

Zaman Harcamak<\/em><\/p>\n

“\u0130nsan benim ya\u015f\u0131mda, gen\u00e7likten bunca uzaktayken, gen\u00e7lerin zamanlar\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l harcad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmek son derece gizemli bir \u015fey oluyor. Hem \u00e7ok \u00fcrk\u00fct\u00fcc\u00fc, hem \u00e7ok gizemli. \u00d6zel durum her zaman en k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc. \u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc dolu dolu ge\u00e7irmeyi ancak \u00e7ocuklu kad\u0131nlar beceriyor. Onlar\u0131n alg\u0131lad\u0131klar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k se\u00e7ik ger\u00e7ek bu. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131n istekleri, bedenleri, g\u00fczellikleri, her birine g\u00f6stermek gereken \u00f6zen, her birinin bekledi\u011fi, bulamay\u0131nca ya\u015fayamad\u0131klar\u0131 sevgi kad\u0131nlar\u0131n boyunu a\u015f\u0131yor. \u0130nsan\u0131n kolunu kanad\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131rmayan tek g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc, \u00e7ocuklu kad\u0131nlar. Yoksa t\u0131pk\u0131 sizlerin birbirinizden alabildi\u011fine uzak olu\u015funuz gibi, size oranla bulundu\u011fum uzakl\u0131ktan, her varolu\u015f anlams\u0131z, herhangi bir canl\u0131 t\u00fcr\u00fcne \u00f6zg\u00fc olamayacak kadar gereksiz g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor. Hem varolu\u015f, \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcms\u00fcz bir sorun. Konutlarda dikey olarak s\u0131ralanm\u0131\u015f sahanl\u0131klarda ya\u015fayan kom\u015fulara bak\u0131nca, bunun nas\u0131l olabildi\u011fini merak ediyor, ama siz de o s\u0131ralardan birini olu\u015fturuyorsunuz.<\/p>\n

Zaman\u0131 dolduran, ger\u00e7ekten de, onu harcamak oluyor.<\/p>\n

Kilise \u00f6nlerinde, b\u00fcy\u00fck alanlarda, Darty’de, Hal Alan\u0131nda dikilip bekleyen b\u00fct\u00fcn o gen\u00e7ler, Paris kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n Toplu Konutlardaki i\u015f\u00e7i dairelerine bakmaktan, k\u0131\u015f gecesi, canl\u0131 kalmay\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrebilmek i\u00e7in i\u015fe gitmek \u00fczere \u00e7alan saatlerden \u00e7ok daha az ac\u0131 veriyor insana.” (s. 116)<\/p>\n

Marguerite Duras, Somut Ya\u015fam: Marguerite Duras J\u00e9r\u00f4me Beaujour’a Anlat\u0131yor, \u00e7ev. Bertan Onaran, Can Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, 1997 [1987].<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

S\u00f6z Otoyolu “Kitaba benzemeyen \u015fu kitapta her g\u00fcn, b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6b\u00fcrlerine benzeyen, s\u0131radan bir g\u00fcn boyunca yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z gibi, her \u015feyden ve hi\u00e7bir \u015feyden s\u00f6z etmek isterdim. S\u00f6z\u00fcn b\u00fcy\u00fck otoyoluna, anayoluna dalmak, hi\u00e7bir \u00f6zel \u015fey \u00fczerinde e\u011flenmemek. Anlam\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kmak, hi\u00e7bir yere gitmemek, belli bir bilgi ya da bilgisizlik noktas\u0131ndan yola \u00e7\u0131kmaks\u0131z\u0131n konu\u015fmak ve s\u00f6zlerin iti\u015f kak\u0131\u015f\u0131 … Continue reading Duras, S\u00f6z Otoyolu ve Zaman Harcamak<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[33,31],"tags":[286,287],"class_list":["post-1080","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-alinti","category-deneme","tag-marguerite-duras","tag-somut-yasam"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p9WYIs-hq","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":4955,"url":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2022\/05\/26\/duras-yazmaktan\/","url_meta":{"origin":1080,"position":0},"title":"Duras, Yazmak’tan","author":"yalpertem","date":"26 May 2022","format":false,"excerpt":"Duras'\u0131n devam edi\u015finin itici g\u00fcc\u00fc ilk olarak yazmak ama bunun bir ad\u0131m ilerisinde de hep bir yap\u0131t -onun i\u00e7in sadece kitap var gibi- fikriymi\u015f. 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