{"id":1019,"date":"2018-03-05T19:12:03","date_gmt":"2018-03-05T17:12:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/?p=1019"},"modified":"2018-03-05T19:12:03","modified_gmt":"2018-03-05T17:12:03","slug":"ergin-yara-ve-arzu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2018\/03\/05\/ergin-yara-ve-arzu\/","title":{"rendered":"Ergin, Yara ve Arzu"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ben kendi h\u00e2limde buraya al\u0131nt\u0131lar ta\u015f\u0131rken, bir dostum bana bir al\u0131nt\u0131y\u0131 g\u00f6nderince heyecanland\u0131m. Hem de ortak etkilendi\u011fimiz, konu\u015ftu\u011fumuz bir Ankara roman\u0131ndan olunca, tekrar tekrar okudum, hat\u0131rlad\u0131m. Ak\u015fam eve gelince, sayfas\u0131n\u0131 bulmak i\u00e7in kitab\u0131 tararken sonlar\u0131na do\u011fru paragrafa rastlad\u0131m, kitapta k\u0131v\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m tek sayfa buymu\u015f. Bir daha unutmayay\u0131m diye buraya da ili\u015ftireyim dedim.<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"“Neden anlamad\u0131n benim sad\u0131k dostum? Saf inan\u00e7lar\u0131ndan, iflah olmaz sevginden neden bir an olsun \u00f6d\u00fcn vermedin? Bizi, Filiz ve beni \u00f6yle \u015fim\u015fekli bir gecede neden yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakt\u0131n karde\u015fim? Bilmez misin biriyle ba\u015f ba\u015fa kal\u0131nca dilin \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclmesi gibi t\u00fcm arzular da y\u0131kar engellerini, da\u011f\u0131l\u0131verirler sa\u011fa sola. \u00d6nce g\u00f6\u011fse girerler, oray\u0131 kabart\u0131rlar. Sonra beyne ula\u015f\u0131rlar, ne kadar gizli kalm\u0131\u015f, saklanm\u0131\u015f yara varsa hepsini g\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rlar. Ne dostluk bilirler, ne g\u00fcven, ne karde\u015flikten nasiplenmi\u015flerdir, ne de iyilikten. Sen onlar\u0131 bilmez misin? Kabuk ba\u011flayan, ka\u015f\u0131nan, kanayan, ac\u0131yan, yanan ne kadar yara varsa hedefidir onlar\u0131n. \u0130lk onlara sald\u0131r\u0131rlar. Bulutlar, \u015fim\u015fekler, mavi k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131mlar yolda\u015ft\u0131r onlara. O arzular insanlar\u0131n gizlerini, saklad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 ayan beyan be zamans\u0131z ortaya d\u00f6k\u00fcverirler. Ne erdem bilirler, ne kural, ne ahlak, ne etik, ne karde\u015flik… Onlar\u0131n bildi\u011fi tek \u015fey vard\u0131r: Yaralar kapat\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131r. Halbuki ne yaparsan yap, ne s\u00f6ylersen s\u00f6yle, o yaralar kapanmaz. Yaralar, arzulardan g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcd\u00fcr Zafer. Yaralar kadir k\u0131ymet bilmezler. D\u00fcnyay\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131na alm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, dostunu \u00e7i\u011fneyip ge\u00e7mi\u015fsin, t\u00fcm de\u011ferlerini bir saniyede yak\u0131p y\u0131km\u0131\u015fs\u0131n; hi\u00e7bir \u015feye bakmazlar. Yaralar yanmaya ve ac\u0131maya devam ederler.”<\/p>\n

Serhan Ergin, Bize Kalsa B\u00f6yle Ge\u00e7erdi Ak\u015famlar, \u0130leti\u015fim Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, 2015, s. 159.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ben kendi h\u00e2limde buraya al\u0131nt\u0131lar ta\u015f\u0131rken, bir dostum bana bir al\u0131nt\u0131y\u0131 g\u00f6nderince heyecanland\u0131m. Hem de ortak etkilendi\u011fimiz, konu\u015ftu\u011fumuz bir Ankara roman\u0131ndan olunca, tekrar tekrar okudum, hat\u0131rlad\u0131m. Ak\u015fam eve gelince, sayfas\u0131n\u0131 bulmak i\u00e7in kitab\u0131 tararken sonlar\u0131na do\u011fru paragrafa rastlad\u0131m, kitapta k\u0131v\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m tek sayfa buymu\u015f. Bir daha unutmayay\u0131m diye buraya da ili\u015ftireyim dedim. “Neden anlamad\u0131n benim sad\u0131k … Continue reading Ergin, Yara ve Arzu<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[33,8],"tags":[272,271],"class_list":["post-1019","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-alinti","category-roman","tag-bize-kalsa-boyle-gecerdi-aksamlar","tag-serhan-ergin"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p9WYIs-gr","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":5253,"url":"https:\/\/yalpertem.com\/blog\/2022\/09\/18\/blog-uzerine-ii\/","url_meta":{"origin":1019,"position":0},"title":"Blog \u00fczerine II","author":"yalpertem","date":"18 September 2022","format":false,"excerpt":"Bug\u00fcn burada blog tutman\u0131n bana verdi\u011fi zevke dair bir \u015fey ke\u015ffettim. \u015eimdi pek yapm\u0131yorum ama eskiden s\u0131k s\u0131k okudu\u011fum kitaplardan ho\u015fuma giden par\u00e7alar\u0131 biraz da hat\u0131ra niyetine buraya ge\u00e7iriyordum. 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